“Speak!”
“No.” They laughed.
I swung my stick. “Speak. I’m listening!”
“No!” They cried in
unison.
“I’m here. I want to
know. Your stories are bursting at the
seams. . . let me in!”
“You aren’t ready.” They repeated.
“You keep saying that!
Stop saying that.”
“You aren’t ready.”
“Why do you say that?
Talk. I’m a son of Adam; speak to
me! Tell me your stories. I have so much to learn! Let me in.”
Silence.
I stopped mid-swing.
A whispering.
I relaxed, the stick hung limp in my hand.
The whispering grew louder and louder. I took a step back and looked up at them. It swelled to a roar. The ground started shaking. Then, it all fell quiet. And, when I say quiet, it was an oppressive
silence. A silence that was so loud, I
wanted to plug my ears.
But I remained where I stood, rooted to the spot.
Call it courage, fear, stubbornness or awe,I don’t know which, but I do know that I stood.
Then.
Nothing.
Then.
A blast.
Life hit me like a semi-truck. Stories, scenes, and lines acted out. The trees were talking, and I was completely
prostrate on my back. The teeming
life that I had been sensing earlier swept over me, stealing my consciousness
with it. My world was getting rocked.
Laughter in the wind.
Growth in the rain.
Joy in the sun.
Pain in the lightening.
Anger in the axe.
Weeping in the fall.
The swelling ebbed and flowed and then something began to
happen. Subtly, the unified roar slipped
into different voices. Originally, it
had just been one voice. The original
voice had told me its' story, its' trial, its' joy, but other voices had to
speak. And they did.
It was overwhelming.
Seeds.
Roots.
Time passing.
Bark cracking.
Limbs stretching.
Rings widening.
Glorious life.
Age.
Wisdom.
Peace.
Fire.
Saplings young.
Life consumed.
Trees felled.
Hope lost.
It went on. Lives
were lived, history was, and the present was gifting. Then it stopped.
And I lay there.
Broken. A fool.
I asked.
And there was an answer.
There were answers.
And I wasn’t ready.
2 comments:
I love this! The intensity of what the world has to say is clearly and beautifully written out. Thank you.
Thanks, Abigail!
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